Nyctanthes After November

 

 

 

It's the peace before the storm which gives the illusion of tranquility, till the blizzard hits and everything crumbles..Yes I fell, fell from the stars to the rock bottom of reality as i saw all those lights dimmed into darkness. Its the moment of reckoning that an incident has the divinity of making or breaking us.. And yes I did got broken, every piece of my body & every inch of my soul to a point that was beyond repair. The aftershocks of irreversible damages broke the bridges I was too weak to build, for I was alone and lonely, fighting a battle of my own.. A battle for me & my existence, & the choice to decide whether I should live or die was not mine. For that I had to fight, to show them, there is still something inside of me that is still living or trying is best to survive..

I had to survive, I just had to, for how can I ever leave you without letting you know how I felt about you.. How could i have died, without showing you that your love was the only thing keeping me alive. That even though I was lonely, I was never alone, your silent acts of affection, reminded me why I couldn't have left then.. how could I grow cold when your warmth was rejuvenating me. I needed you with me if i ever were to blossom again.. So I waited for you everyday just as I waited every year for nyctanthes in October..

I held on to your embrace to show you how much this dying heart beats for you. It worked I guess cause it was enough to keep you with till the end, till the end of me.. I know i'm just a memory now trying to last forever, but i really want you to know that its you and only you that kept me going, who gave me hope, fed me love and cloaked me with care and made me feel how it feels to be  alive again as i breathed heavily in you arms, as I saw you the last time.. I had to go Dan, suddenly, like i did the last time.. I'm sorry that i left without a goodbye, I hope you don't mind..

Letter From The Unloved

I gave you my heart, told you how i feel.
And then life pulled me out of my fantasy to the cold and hard place called reality
Loose ends of feelings, spoken and unspoken
Relentless beating of hearts that remain broken and unbroken..
It doesn't have the time to stop, it marches on.

I lost you, you didn't lose me.
Its just sad that it isn't what it used to be.
I didn't know that confession of my attraction would lead to our destruction
And though you chose to go away, you still remain my favorite distraction.

The whole world tells you to take it easy
But we both know dear, moving on isn't easy
Because no matter how much you try to hide, those feelings still reside.
And we sulk in to nothingness waiting for our memories to die..

 Probability is a gargantuan if..
Sometimes you hit and sometimes you miss
And yes i missed, i missed by a mile
But strangely though what i miss the most  is your smile.
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I don't tell anyone but i do miss you..
The fact that you won't comeback, scares me a little.
The fact that i won't see you again, tears me a little.
But its clear by the things you told, you were never mine to hold,
You were never mine to kiss, you were never mine to miss
And you're gone now, I don't know how to deal with stuff.
Guess no matter how much you love,
It is never enough.

For All Those Times

For all those time we fell in love. For all those times our hearts skipped a beat. 
For all those time we felt their heat. For all those times we thought it would last forever.
 For all those times we convinced ourselves never ever.
 For all those times when we broke our vows..
 For all our mistakes that our heart allowed.. 
For all the times our hearts got broken. For all the memories that were never spoken. 
For all the heartaches still reside. For all the time we had to hide our feelings inside..
 For all those time we played the game. For all those times we felt insane .. 
For all those times we felt insecure. For all those time we promised never to go back there any more..
 For all those times we thought we would learn from the problems we face.. For all those time we found ourselves in the same place..

CR7:The Destroyer Of Defence(Click Home)

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Tribute To The Warrior Footballer

Small boy from a small town, since growing up he never backed down.
Two things he knew- hard work & football. He never gives up,always stands tall.
He came from a place so rural,where poverty was the only thing plural.
One day he got a call from MANCHESTER. They needed a new "No.7" to join their roster.
He came to the city of red and soon everybody was afraid.
He sprinted fast, ripped apart defenses and could change the game in an instant.
And then there were those free kicks and long shots that flew with such pace and grace.
Three Premiere Leagues  and an UCL. Football is being dominated by  this angel from hell.

It was all sunny in Manchester & CR7 was rocking,then the greatest football club came on knocking.
An offer of a lifetime came from very far, where he would get to join a galaxy of stars.
REAL gave MANCHESTER  80 million pounds. His move to Madrid is as good as it sounds.
As always he came, he saw, he conquered. As the people of Spain wondered.
The city of Madrid cheered as he arrived.The world watched in envy as the Bernabeu smiled.
He's the only one to score in 7 consecutive "EL CLSSICOS". He is the most deadly weapon of the "GALACTICOS'.

He doesn't need a Blatter D'or to claim he is the best. He still  works harder than the rest.
He gives everything & a little bit more, while the "Good Boy" keeps on under-performing & shows off his 4.
Working hard is one-thing, fulfilling our dreams is another, He dedicated everything to his father.
500 goals till now.. Even Raul says "wow". Soon he will break Raul's record too cause there's nothing defenders can do.
His name is CR7, I call him " the demon from heaven". To some he is a commander, to some he is god.
But in our humble opinion we just wanna say he is "much better than a tax fraud"..

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HappinessLost and Found

The memories of the days when we only had the greed for candies comes in handy. now that innocence is lost as growing up has a cost. but whenever I’m bored of being a grown up or can’t stop worrying about when i will get a job, I just close the door & read Calvin and Hobbes.
                    Writer-nova
Hi friends. I know we all live a very busy life and forget the simplicity of  happiness. happiness that can be found simply by forgetting our  worries and about our goals for a moment and playing with someone. Someone who is not afraid to let go for a moment,and be the childish crazy person they once were. we were irresponsible but we were happy.Now often we do miss out on the simple things in life sometimes but then again growing up complicates our life a little bit. This pic is all about celebrating our careless childhood. This  amazing photograph from my  friend's blog tell us that  what we really  miss out on life sometimes. Sometimes we should relax for a while. Taking a break from  our hustle may not immediately solve our problems, but doing the things we love in between sure does  helps us a lot to gain  the attitude to solve our problems. Don't sacrifice happiness for stress. Stop for a moment enjoy life as it is a gift not an exam,well at least not every moment of it. if your living every moment of your life in anxiety then your not living at all. Be selfish for a moment and concentrate on being happy. Stressing out yourself won't help you, but chilling out and having fun can. So stop distressing and start de-stressing. You can't 'function' properly unless there's some 'fun' in your life. May the clouds of laughter bring joy to your life.  Cheers!!  Click on  the link below the picture  and visit her blog and don't forget to like/ comment on it.