Letter From The Unloved

I gave you my heart, told you how i feel.
And then life pulled me out of my fantasy to the cold and hard place called reality
Loose ends of feelings, spoken and unspoken
Relentless beating of hearts that remain broken and unbroken..
It doesn't have the time to stop, it marches on.

I lost you, you didn't lose me.
Its just sad that it isn't what it used to be.
I didn't know that confession of my attraction would lead to our destruction
And though you chose to go away, you still remain my favorite distraction.

The whole world tells you to take it easy
But we both know dear, moving on isn't easy
Because no matter how much you try to hide, those feelings still reside.
And we sulk in to nothingness waiting for our memories to die..

 Probability is a gargantuan if..
Sometimes you hit and sometimes you miss
And yes i missed, i missed by a mile
But strangely though what i miss the most  is your smile.
.
I don't tell anyone but i do miss you..
The fact that you won't comeback, scares me a little.
The fact that i won't see you again, tears me a little.
But its clear by the things you told, you were never mine to hold,
You were never mine to kiss, you were never mine to miss
And you're gone now, I don't know how to deal with stuff.
Guess no matter how much you love,
It is never enough.